H and I, along with his parents (who are visiting) went to my mum and dad's for Easter brekky. Tradition in our Uke family.
Then went out for dinner with one of their friends here to a steakhouse. Didn't have a drink in anticipation of taking the m/c drugs. Or else I would have got hammered.
Got home, and was just too nervous to do the drugs. SIGH. My stomach was doing flip flops, I was antsy, and I had that nervous upset stomach, with #2...You all know what I mean.
But I did go #2 a little while ago, and of course pushing caused more brown/red blood to come out as well as what looked like mucus. So things are slowly working themselves out I think.
I am taking the rest of the work week off (today is a holiday) so I think we will do the meds tomorrow morning. Maybe as early as 4 or 5 am.
I will do this, just scared shittless.
I will keep you all posted.
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Oh Tucan, again I'm so sorry that you are going through this. Taking the week off is a good thing, you'll need that time.
I don't blame you for being nervous. Taking the week off is a great idea. Take care of you!
I'm so sorry Tucan, no one should have to go through this. I've been there & know how you feel, I'm just so sorry. If you ever need to talk or vent feel free to PM me. Big Hugs.
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